My girl.. you have grown. You have grown into this beautiful fun and sweet free spirit that everyone just loves. It has been an amazing experience being your mom for these last 15 months, in fact I feel almost undeserving of such a title. When I look at you I see such perfection. Your smile. Your giggle. Your heart. Seeing the world through your twinkling eyes has shown me who I need to be and, baya, I pray that I am. I pray everyday to be the mom you need me to be. You are making so many changes right now and just truly absorbing the world around you, and to be honest I second guess myself with everything I do. One day you will know this is not an easy job, but it is definitely the best job. There is nothing like your kisses and your love and your happiness.. it makes everything worth it. Baya, I know that you will make the best big sister. I can not wait for you to hold your little brother or sister and see the love I know you will have for them. You are my little world. Oh, the places you will go and the things you will do.. I can't even imagine. I day dream about it constantly. Mommy is scared because there are many bad things out there, but you have to be valiant.. you have to be strong.. be the light that this world needs baby girl. Always see the beauty in this life and know your self worth. Always reach for stars and never settle for anything other than truth and righteousness. You are a precious daughter of God and He loves you. Your mommy and daddy love you. Please always remember that.
love,
mommy
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